The mystical is always there. It’s inside of you, it’s outside of you as well. Have you ever noticed that, no matter how hard you try, your critical brain just keeps talking and talking and going and going and going? Because it’s alive, it’s part of your aliveness. Same thing with the mystical. It is always there, it’s just not very loud. It’s not even as loud as a soft breeze blowing. It’s total softness and silence that’s inside you all the time. This is why Mystics and teachers are always saying, you don’t have to search for it, just sit silent and let this part of you grow.